A Dead Man’s Diary
Transcribed by and through Andrea
Date : 10/04/2007
Today I am starting my story by sharing with you what I realized through experience about reality. Every day you grind away in your tiny existence and you often ask yourself: “Is this real?” Don’t lie – I know what it is you’re thinking! Just the mere fact that you’re reading my second article tells me that you’re thinking about what it is that drives me to ask questions as well. I started asking questions many thousands of years ago when I experienced myself as an interdimensional being, sometimes here on earth, sometimes in the dimensions. I required understanding on one simple question: “Where in the hell is God?” So I started looking. What I perceived God to be was in fact nothing but a bunch of beings sitting in the dimensions controlling man kind with multiple constructs of religion and different mind sets, what I mean is that within this world there are thousands of beings that have been specifically placed to prevent man kind from actually seeing, seeing the truth of who they really are? Do you notice that whenever you become slightly aware that there is something missing within this world, then suddenly some miraculous event happens that makes you stop asking questions – for a moment? Look back at when you have become aware of this world in its current situation. Are you honestly able to say that you’ve ever allowed yourself to go any further than consciousness, your mind and your thoughts? Or is each of you like everybody else remaining in the same mind-set for the rest of your lives – the same monotonous existence day in and day out? Today I will show you, while writing about war, murder and rape that through this application; you are officially being shown what it is we’re up against. Even as we type these stories the ‘beings’ that want control over this earth are becoming more and more aware of us. Soon we might have a war of our own – from the beings that are trying to control perspective. I am reminding you that nothing that happens in this world goes unplanned. There is either some ‘divine’ being or human factor controlling all of our lives – or so it has been. So, where to from here? I surely am not able to expect you to completely alone without support, fend for your existence, to take a stand, yet you have already. Are you able to see that? As you realize the things (which are common sense) and understanding what it is I mention and share with you, then you’re already going one step in the right direction. Direction has always been mankind’s greatest obstacle (other than the ever consistent, persistent mind). We are not able to overcome what we have created, but we sure as hell are able to direct what we have created through taking our power, standing up and changing our individual experiences here on earth. Doing so through stating clearly what we will accept and allow and what we will not accept and allow. Direction on earth have always been that of lambs following their leader because hey, what the hell else are they up against if they dare break away? Through fear of the unknown, let me rather remain a sheep than stand up and become a leader. So I will share with you the details that have been hidden from you about war, rape and murder. Not that you are not able see it mind you, I’m merely showing you from a different perspective.
Let’s look at war. Simple actually. Big guns great amounts of suffering and pain and to no avail. Eventually the beings in charge forget or oversee the technicalities that ‘caused’ the mess in the first place and they start all over again. War in its extreme nature could become our saving grace one day – if we’d prefer it so. Imagine – what better way to end it all, than with an atomic bomb, to end all this constant suffering and pain that exist in this world, surely that is simple. Let’s play fight for a moment. I’ll pretend to dislike you so that you become so insulted that you pretend to want to fight me and behind this fight between the two of us sits key people balancing the equations so that neither of us wins, only those that sit behind the fight between the two of us achieve wealth. Well done human race we’re all pawns in this little money making scheme – especially all those dedicated soldiers and war lords. Now let’s say for a moment you’re aware already that this is the motive behind war – the motive being money. Now I ask you a very straight forward question: Who controls war? Is it really the governments and presidents or are we just kidding ourselves? I have another question for you: When last did you look in the mirror? This morning? Yes, well now here is the shocker: This morning you saw the system responsible for rape, murder and war. All in one go you saw the entire world’s problems. Thought it couldn’t get that bad and yet here it is, the truth about each one of us. Now I will leave it up to Hitler to explain to you how we became and function as systems, but I will show you straightforward and directly what it means when we throw ourselves into the world. When did you allow yourself to become a system, let’s ask that. Was it at birth, no perhaps not that early already. Did you change when your parents started showing discipline, when they started filling you with rules and regulations? Yes and no, but it also started when we asked ourselves the question: What can I have in this world? Do you remember being a small child and your awareness became that of: “I want!”? Adults show us through allowance that wanting is an acceptable application and desire. They allow us to express that we want what they want. So then what happens is the mind creates its own little world of wants and needs. It wants attention, toys, excitement, money and eventually it wants everything that it sees. Therefore we get to the extremes of war, rape and murder. Through children accessing desires, wants and needs, which have been pre-programmed within them to believe that they’re actually really experiencing these desires, wants and needs, which have in truth been pre-programmed within their mind systems to participate within as much as possible to in this way feed the systems. The children are then feeding the systems through participating continuously and constantly within the pre-programmed applications which are not real – because they were designed and placed by systems.
The same goes for war, rape and murder, those beings who continuously participate within wants, needs and desires which pertain to these specific applications, they feed, through their constant and continuous application, the same systems as that of children which in turn creates and manifests their specific expression. Is a poor chap sitting on the street corner really able to want? Does he want for food or does he want for freedom from poverty? Both, yes and no. We want what we perceive is our dream and desire so therefore we become obsessed by dreams and desires, this is not able to be denied. I do not dream and desire for anything, well yes I must admit I am not able to dream as I am not able to sleep. I rest but I don’t sleep. I am referring to dreaming in the same context as that of wishing. So I do not wake up in the morning faced with dreams as wishes and desires to be fulfilled or achieved for the day. I want for nothing, though I am doing something about this world’s inhabitants to ensure that they stop feeding systems so that we are all able to be free from consciousness and mind bullshit. The dimensions are in oneness and equality with all that exists, therefore we are willing to give up and let go of everything, even ourselves, to ensure that all walks free from consciousness and the mind as systems which we have allowed to control and enslave us. Why did heaven decide to stand up by giving up ourselves and walking within and as each human being here on earth? Well to be frank I did it because I decided some time ago already that I am assisting human beings to not have their lives and who they really are to be completely destroyed so those that are here are able to have a chance to experience who they really are within the process to come. When I say lives and who you really are – I’m talking about the life you are not even able to imagine to be experienced as at this moment it’s hidden behind who you are now as consciousness systems manifested as your mind. They’re hidden behind everything we’ve created as enslavement and control, sits a being that wants for nothing, desires nothing, dreams for nothing and needs nothing – a being who is absolutely content and at peace. The reason why I give a fuck is that I am as all existing infinitely in this existence and I sure as hell would not like to experience myself in a world that exists like this godforsaken existence. I have the ability with the dimensions as one to change this excuse for an existence and experience of ourselves, to transform this experience into something worthwhile to participate within and to be proud of. Would it mean this world will have to release itself from everything through giving up and letting go of all that has been created, yes absolutely. We as human beings have no power now; we tremble before systems as we give ourselves to them through allowance of such mind shit which controls and enslaves. Why specifically do I use the words: We as humans? Here I am specifically stating that we as the dimensions are walking as one within and as each human being to support them in every moment of their experience of themselves here in this process on earth. Systems as the mind are not what you think they are either. They are consciousness that feeds off our participation and allowance – we have become their power source. We are not even able to move in a particular direction without some system being there to get its daily fix. So let me explain to you the reality of this world. It has been explained by Hitler and other beings where we are currently functioning from, as systems.
Now I will tell you why your systems allow for rape, war and murder. Remember when I explained to you about what the being experiences when they are committing any one of these acts? Well here is basically why they are not able to stop themselves at all. You see the same system that you allow to direct you is what makes a rapist do what he is driven to do. So, where to now? How does it feel knowing you all have the same master? The systems basically generate enough chaos in this world so that they are able to exist. An ideal situation is where everything you do is able to be traced to wants, desires and needs. That pretty much takes out everything you do is it not? So let us look at the same system for rape that generates relationship. Relationship is where the mind desires to be desired. It generates hormones in your body to make you desire another. Then it creates loneliness, an absolutely absurd feeling considering that you have only yourself and yourself is sufficient, content and at peace with who you are alone. So therefore you now desire to create a relationship for yourself, because it makes sense to have another want and desire you. Now you go out there allowing yourself to become something you truly actually are probably not. Well considering that you have no actual use for desire you have to pick yourself up from who you have become (mostly) to please another. How many times have you remained exactly who you are yet another accepts you totally? Not that it would be fun either because then what? What is the chase all about if it doesn’t throw you off balance and create all kinds of emotions and feelings? If two beings greeted each other and said: “Wow, you’re stable and certain of who you are infinitely so, I’m stable and I am certain of who I am infinitely so, let us walk this world together and express who we are unconditionally”…. well, wouldn’t that be wonderful – open honesty in communication. Now, however, it is all about who beats who and is the male or the female stronger? In essence relationship is not able to be further from who we really are as we in essence don’t desire, want or need. We just are. Take desire, want and need out of our every day lives…. well just for a moment imagine how you would fit into this world. Nothing would matter to you. Where would our economies go if people just stopped buying things, stopped desiring for anything outside themselves. When are we going to realize that what we have created isn’t real, but actually a consciousness mind created illusion? Do you understand how these simple actions of desire want and need have turned what we have allowed into absolute chaos? Everything we have created thus far has been through our allowance of consciousness manifested as the mind directing us. With the energy being created by the beings desire, want and need for something through allowance and participation they in this way feed the systems – through the creation of energy! So therefore you now understand that relationships feed just as many systems as that of rape. Yes, you ask me how I compare your relationships (with everything) to that of rape. All participations and allowances in any actions which create and manifest emotional and feeling energy – such applications feed systems. Thus whether you are in a relationship or a rapist – in both instances, energy is created that is required to be released with the cause being that of participation. The one in relationship release the compound energy of desire through sex and the rapist release the compound energy through more violent deliberate sex referred to as raping. I ask you this: When a man rapes does he rape because the energy that is created within him is not able to be contained and therefore he breaks that by ultimately destroying the image that relationships project? The image relationship project is that of a wondrous experience which all desire – to me those in relationship have mastered the ability to contain the compound energy created through participation of desiring another – the compound energy magnificently released during the act of sex. Those that rape destroy the image of relationship by showing all what relationships in truth really have become – releasing compound energy generated through the desire of another with sex – hidden with the perception of desiring for relationship. Relationships have merely become the release of compound energy through sex – that’s it. The actions and experiences of those in relationship and the rapist may differ vastly – but the cause behind their actions and experiences are exactly the same. What do you allow – relationships to convince you that you must have relationships? We have judged people for raping yet we are not able to see the simple similarity of the same situation. We live the system that drives the rapist insane. Why is he not able to control himself? Well are you honestly able to live without feeding the systems of this world as what you have defined yourselves as? Are you able to leave relationships, desires, feelings, thoughts and discard them because they have only one thing in common? I wonder whether you even see how relationships feed the exact same system.
Woman have now for the first time been given a very interesting choice (well at least the beings here on earth I work and communicate with on a daily basis who are supporting heaven with the process to come). Are you deciding to feed systems or are you asking of yourself to become something more – it’s either systems or self. That opens a very interesting can of worms because we sit here talking about the intricate details of relationship all day long. Are we able to function without being trapped by relationships? Yes we are able to do with systems what we like. We are able to direct them; we are even able to anticipate them. We are able to even destroy them but unfortunately in order for us to destroy systems we must destroy that through which they feed. Relationships, desire, money, thoughts, absolutely everything you are able to imagine as well as everything we have defined ourselves as in this world, because in truth it’s not who we really are. Thus we are only able to direct and destroy and anticipate systems as consciousness when we are not enslaved or controlled by them. Why? We are not getting any closer to becoming aware that we are indeed able to live without all these things, so now unfortunately the dimensions will have to destroy everything about this world so all may be forced to give up and let go all self-defined allowed systems who is not who anybody really is. We are stating: ‘Till here no further with the allowance and acceptance of systems in our creation. You my friend are going to have to realize that anything which happens now in your world, you will not be able to control or stop, we are bringing your world to a grinding halt –thanks to the dimensions. Not exactly what you would expect us to say now is it? I mean isn’t heaven supposed to come down on clouds with light and grace to alleviate suffering? Well yes and no, of course our ultimate goal is to alleviate this world’s suffering but what are we allowing when we do the dirty work for you? Are we creating more dependencies and reliance’s? Yes, instead of taking responsibility for your own world and realizing that we all as equal as one are responsible for earth’s situation. You will no sooner continue with your old patterns once we leave. You realize now that what I have just said makes sense and have just become aware of your own reality and how you would continue if all was cleared up for you, instead of you doing it for yourselves with our support. Are you able to imagine what would happen if all suffering was taken away but our original desires still remain? The exact same thing – we’d all start creating the exact same bullshit, because it’s all we know. So here we go the ending of what use to be your lives within consciousness. What we plan on doing is showing you that you remain when all things have been destroyed and removed. You remain intact with oh so much more than what you believe possible. When we’ve destroyed the construct of money which controls and enslaves humanity and lies and desire you will just live and be infinitely here. Nobody wants to be in this chaos, ask yourself. Don’t tell me that you agree unless you’ve honestly looked at exactly where humans have currently placed their awareness, do you think the human race is able to take care of themselves individually, equally as one if we we’re here to assist and support you? Not unless we destroy everything that has been so that you are able to see what you have allowed, take responsibility and never create such bullshit again.
Next question: what are you willing to see within yourself? Are you aware that your consciousness allows this world’s systems to exist merely by being a part of this world and participating within it? Are you aware that the murderer is the only being willing to destroy what they experience? As I have explained in my previous article I have seen the inner thoughts of the rapist, murderer and creator of wars. They all have one thing in common: They act out. Have you noticed they actually decide that this mixed up jumbling of thoughts in their mind must stop so they act out. They destroy themselves, yet in the process they destroy everything that surrounds them as well. They see themselves as the other person so that they are able to break that which is destroying them. Their minds create such chaos within them. They see themselves within how the world’s systems control them, yet they also see others as the systems and control. They lash out destroying everything – themselves and their world around them. So are we really sure that war, murder and rape are all outside and distant from ourselves? No, we are not able to be sure. I have seen from my own experience that there is a proverbial fine line between where it is we see ourselves standing regarding such matters and where we actually are. We’re just walking along feeding the systems that make other people act crazy and go insane. So where does this leave you, bewildered, shameful? No, that is not where I am taking this. I would, however prefer you to start looking at these events from a different perspective. Give yourself the opportunity to allow us to tell you and share with you more about consciousness, systems, the mind and the reason why. Soon you will realize and see how everything around you is not able to be trusted. Where does everything come from, where are you going, who are you allowing yourself to become – without our intervention. Now don’t get me wrong, I have not just made a political or religious statement. All I am stating is that we’re here in on earth amongst you to show you where things are going to now, how it works and the reason for it being the way it is. I personally have experienced what the conscious mind does; it is not able to be trusted. Your entire mind is not able to be trusted. So therefore I conclude that you are now able to see from my perspective how your entire world feeds the systems. Next I would like to explain to you how the systems of the conscious mind are able to direct you through your participation and allowance (in terms of relationship, murder and war).
When the human mind becomes a system it basically means it locks you into a pattern to be able to direct you so that it is able to ‘feed’ itself. This direction is where it gets all its energy from so that universally it’s able to thrive. Let’s say for example that your relationship is based on you needing company (which is the basis to every relationship). Your consciousness makes you believe that you require company so that you are happy and content and not lonely anymore. That in essence is like me telling you in order for happiness to become happiness it requires something. What would happiness require, if it isn’t already….. happiness. Consciousness takes what we have allowed within this world and drives you through all of it to see where you will allow yourself to be trapped. Will you be trapped into having sex? Will you feed it by going alone – defining being alone as loneliness? Loneliness is only something made up to tell you you’re wrong for not allowing systems. Are you lonely? Sure, we perceive ourselves in need of the company of another. Why? Well humans tend to think they are not able give themselves what others are able to give themselves. So they ‘want’ the company of others. Nothing wrong with company, but how far will you go to invalidate your own existence? Do you desire company because you are not able to stand alone as everything or are you expressing yourself by being in the company of others? To perceive yourself to be lonely is to make the statement that you require something outside of you to validate your existence. So what do we allow: Relationships. From sex, to marriage to infidelity – we always find something in another that ‘fulfills’ us. “So what!” you might state? Well, the last time I checked everybody on this planet had a problem with the rapist. Must I remind you that to feed the system by being in a relationship is actually not all that less of a deal than being what the rapist allows. As I have explained previously the actions and experience of relationship and rape may differ, but the cause and the reason behind it as the creation of compound energy created through desire of another – is exactly the same. Catch 22 don’t you think? We give ourselves allowance to feed the systems through acceptable methods by the wondrous beautiful magnificent projection of relationships but oh boy, the rapist who gets driven to destroy all that is represented by relationships through showing and revealing by his actions what relationships have become as release of compound energy through sex, he’s a bad, bad boy. Nonsense, look around you, how many youngsters (and adults) are almost commemorated for their abilities to have sex and be in a relationship. It has been turned into a global prize. Are you in love…well then we think you have what it takes to be the ideal human and so you all strive to be what the systems dictate you to become. A being which apparently is not able to exist without relationship and uses desire for another as motivating factor to direct you into having a relationship as a necessity. If only we could stand free of all the conscious systems and see where it is we are headed to. Do you believe that rape will end because you pray or through throwing them into prison? Will these ‘people’ stop because you say so and demand so and establish laws and regulations to find some way to trap them into stopping what they’re doing. No, they will only stop when the systems that control them within is no longer able to do so because you don’t allow the systems within them to be fed through participation. Now, am I saying break up your marriage and or relationship and run away screaming. No, I ask however that you become very, very aware about why you have a relationship. Remember everything depends on how frank, honest and directive you are and your own corrective action. Here you thought I was going to explain to you that rapists are mean, selfish bastards and instead I ask you to step up and be honest about your own relationships. Nothing like what they write in the books you’ve been reading! It’s fascinating – that which you judge, fear, resist and condemn are signs of that existing somewhere in some way inside yourself. So, those that condemn, judge, fear and resist rapists are actually stating that that which exist within and as the rapist’s experience – exist within themselves and through fear of facing themselves as the rapist they lash out on them, condemn them and judge them in this way justifying their own actions being acceptable ways of feeding the systems, which are participations within relationships.
So, sit down with your partner and ask them: Why are we together? And don’t stop until you know exactly which part of the relationship system you’ve allowed yourself to fall into and how you are feeding the systems. Indicators of allowed relationship systems would be any and all forms of excuses and justifications spoken to validate the reason for why you must be in relationship with each other and why it’s apparently needed. Why are excuses used to instigate and indicate relationship systems – the answer is simple: These particular excuses and justifications are mind creations to hide the simple fact that they are actually in truth used to compound the energy of desire for another based on outside appearance and personality characteristics. Then, sex becomes an addiction, a desire, which in truth is actually compound energy created through the desire of the other by believing and participating in these excuses and justifications to validate their relationship and the compound energy created is released through sex. If your excuse is: ‘for the children’ or ‘I hate being alone’ or ‘why the hell not, we get on fine’ or ‘because you’re beautiful’ or ‘because I enjoy your company’ or ‘you have a great personality’ or ‘we always have fun together’ ask yourself where does these reasons and excuses come from? Does it sound to you as if it makes any more sense than what a rapist uses after his deed? He says to the policeman ‘but I had no other way’ or ‘they deserved it’ or ‘why the hell not, woman like sex’ these statements are also excuses made by the rapist to validate and justify the reason and the cause for what he did. So sorry, that I had to make you look at your relationship in this way. Just don’t tell me though that it doesn’t make sense, at least be honest. So would you like to defend your choice by saying: “Jack, you’re being absurd I have not contributed to rape!”? Then please realize that your ignorance will take us another thousand years before you wake up. All I want is for you to realize, be honest and admit that this world has one ginormis problem. This realization is able to be understood by the two of you communicating and through communicating with each other about the reason why you are in relationship together you will see as I have seen that all the reasons are based on excuses and that the real reason you are in relationship together is due to the desire of one another and compound energy released during sex. Sex had become the real reason for your relationship and nothing else. Now when you take this example a few steps further you’ll see that almost (except a few of course) all participations we allow will be traced to the systems that are responsible for this world. No more are you able to say well it is not my problem because I clearly am not able to rape someone, murder or deceive. Well, you’ll feed the system while another does the raping, ok? Ok, enough blaming I will show you some more of what I have seen. This of course I promise will blow your hair back.
Today I saw a child that was of course allowed by its parents to smoke. The ideal situation of course (according to you) would be for the child to never smoke, right? Well am I able to tell you something? Children are not able to be told what to do when all they see is their parents feeding consciousness systems. I find nothing wrong with smoking, due to how I understand what we’re capable of, yet I am not able to understand what conflicting messages you give children. The reason why I mention this is because I saw the parents fight with the child because their child smoked yet the parents are not able to stop giving what we have created in this world power. Remember how you took everything your parents said and you allowed it to become your life? Well if a child sees you allowing things they will do so to, because parents are the example for children. So we are currently working at allowing the child in every family to experience freedom. Freedom means something, but perhaps you don’t know what. So practically children show you where you’re allowing yourself to be influenced by systems. Are we allowing children too become tiny systems, wanting, desiring and always demanding more just as who their parents were when they were children? Look at them and see where you’re allowing systems in your life. Look at them without judgment to be able to rectify your own mistakes. Remember the systems that create war live in these children. When they (politicians)create situation of war, do you ignore the situation or are you creating more by feeding this behavior in your own child and of course yourself. How many of you have children that fight? Yet we always blame the governments for creating wars. You think your children are just being children? I beg to differ, because they are creating systems each and every time they fight, bicker and demand. Systems, each and every time. Remember the starting of conscious and allowance of anything that feeds into an apparent accepted behavior feeds these systems. One accepted behavior like the creation of conflict within the family drives eventually the citizens of society into conflict within their own country and with others. So let us now look at our own contributions towards the growing systems called war, murder and rape. Have you noticed one similar pattern? They’re very much on the increase with nothing stopping them. Do you believe that we’re going to prevent war by saying no, yet our own behavior dictates allowances of conflict? We penalize beings who murder yet we are not able to stop who we are due to how we always desire more. The rapist is not able to stop and apparently society is not able to stop creating allowance for sex, relationship and dependencies. When you are able to stand apart from all these things and say ‘till here no further and realize the consequences of your own participations and actions – then I’ll be willing to sit and talk to you about the real solutions to support you with corrective action. To convince me that we’re going to fix this world through forgiveness alone will be impossible, through merely only speaking words continuously without taking action and giving direction to that we have realized have caused existence to be what it is and change the direction in which we are experiencing ourselves now. You may forgive yourself until the cows come home, but unless you take a stand and take action as to where systems are concerned – I don’t think we’ll survive this world. What I am stating is that we will not be able to survive this world with just mere communication. We must realize, see and understand what we have allowed and the consequences that follow, through this realization we each have to stand up and take responsibility for our allowed actions and participations, through standing up and taking responsibility we find and discover ways within our own worlds and experience of ourselves – to change and give direction to that which directed and controlled us as the mind and consciousness.
Do you realize that within the dimensions there are thousands of beings currently accessing the minds and lives and experiences of beings that plan on murdering others, raping and declaring war and through this taking preventative action to not allow such applications in this world? Thousands of beings each day convince themselves that they must do these things, which it apparently is not able to be any other way – the simple reason being that they do not know of any other way of existence – they never had any examples or support showing them a different way of life. Soon we’ll not be able to stand within 3D unless awareness is reached within each and every person. Why is that? Well think for a moment about the dimensions being able to stop all of this. What are you able to do to stop your participation? We require all of you to become aware and say no, ‘till here no further. Remember when in the movie ‘The Matrix’ Neo goes up against the few systems and decides that he is no longer running away and hiding and cowering from them? The moment when the systems were coming at him in full force, he stood his ground firmly as who he is, stretched out his hand, focused on them and short-circuited them – blasting them away to a certain extent. In that moment something happened within Neo, he decided to stand up to the systems, to not run away anymore, to not hide and cower away anymore. He decided in that moment to take his power as who he is, standing his ground and stating ‘till here no further, through this taking the systems head on. Well I have news for you. This depicts exactly what you are required to become, ruthless. By standing your ground as who you are and not allowing yourself to be controlled or directed by the mind as consciousness systems through hiding, cowering and running away from them and giving your power away to them through allowance. Not the destruction of your family or your life, just constant awareness that your entire life has been a lie and illusion. Systems set up by the mind constructs that existed within the ‘White Light’ was designed to capture mankind forever. Do you even realize that everything around you (bar nature and the constructs with their laws) has been designed specifically to enslave man kind? So, we’re now being frank and brutally honest. The dimensions must tell you so that we are all able to walk together. How? Well simple actually. I am able to tell you to stop participating in your everyday life, yet I am not able to because that would be highly unrealistic. All I ask (for now) is that you realize, see and understand that all is a system of enslavement. Innocent looking hey? You may ask me: “Jack, why is my daily habit of going to work and participating in weekend activities a trap?” We’re not here to make earth sound horrible and like it’s impossible to be overcome through re-direction and support.
We are here to tell you that without you being aware – earth was used to entrap you so that other beings are able to have their status and power. Sounding somewhat familiar? I’m not even mentioning the really big guns that we found sitting right at the starting point of this mess. We found beings of such immense perceived magnitude that you wouldn’t believe me if I told you. Would you believe me if I told you Jesus and Buddha and Satan (but to mention a few) were pawns in a massive enslavement of man kind? Their truths of what has been allowed in their experiences will soon be shared in their own experiences that will be written. Your concern lies with somewhat shady government officials and the undercurrent of good versus evil. All of that exists, yet what sits above that will make you fall from your own little chair of understanding and comprehension. When you start seeing that demons are actually free beings and that Jesus and many others were ‘brain washed’ into enslaving you you’ll not see anything else. It’s strange how when I speak to any human beings they too are not even able to understand how it all happened. Its one thing to say to a human (who has no experience of anything different) that they must follow this earths beliefs, it’s another thing when Satan who was placed within that role now looks at me and shakes his head. He tells me that he was aware that he was being asked to overthrow mans resistance to standing up yet he allowed them (The White Light) to brain wash him. He looks at people raping others and he is not able to believe that he was apart of that. He says now that he has forgiven himself and turned away in participating and supporting such applications and that he is not able to continue to watch this game. Have you ever participated in a massive game, with thrills and laughs that continues for hours, all the while bringing you great amounts of self gratification? Well imagine one day you wake up and you realize that you were being placed within that game so that other beings are able to laugh and have their own self gratification and that you’re just a tiny pawn in their much bigger game plan. If you stop playing this game they get very, very angry. Imagine Satan’s surprise when he (‘the dark lord of existence’) looks at himself being played like a little chess piece. He was not amused because who Satan really is, is a creator, willing to be the creator of what he knows and understands. Just like you and I, he and millions of others saw only one thing in front of him, it spoke (with great booming intensity) his name and shoved his mind full of thoughts and constructs. Since that day the being called ‘Satan’ became the creator of all deceit. Simple actually. It’s called role playing and your currently role playing according to their board game.
Now do I suggest killing yourself or leaving this planet? No, where are you able to go to, the dimensions are having exactly the same problems as you do (minus of course being in the physical). So, where to now? We are not able leave because we are not able to escape our own creation. Even if I was to bring you to a new planet, all cleared of deception and said there we are, have fun, you would still not know how to escape what it is you have created. You are only able to create what you understand and soon this ‘new’ world will become like this one. Oh, do you disagree? Would you walk free of the systems that invade this new world? Because trust me their everywhere (just like in the matrix movie actually). They are everywhere in everything that exists due to how they are able to feed from your relationships and with whatever you associate yourself with. So therefore your ‘new’ planet will soon feed systems as you are already (after day one) looking at getting a mate, getting your own land and between getting frustrated with needing food and water will be the victim of whatever works, which is exactly where we are now: whatever works, for goodness sake. Soon you’ll desire to have what belongs to your mind and there will be no stopping you from establishing your own personal power and control. How long before you recon you are able to control everything so that this world is not able to be like earth. Next thing you’re fighting to make your power and control known. Need I say more? See, it’s not about where you are placed or moved to – it’s about who you are. And if you’re not sorted out within whom you are and realize, see and understand how you have created what you did – nothing will change and you will create the exact same world experience as before because you didn’t sort yourself out. The conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind delegates, directs and controls and unless we become aware of exactly how it functions we are not able to prevent this from happening again. So, one last look at murder, rape and war. What I have found through being expression as each one of those beings is that we are not able to direct and change what we are not allowing ourselves to face. If you desire, want and need you’ll create some form of system. Society is not able to direct and change war, rape and murder without releasing itself fully from all consciousness systems by realizing, seeing and understanding how it has been allowed to create, how it works and what participations and allowances within our own worlds and experiences of ourselves support such applications as war murder and rape. So from now on we as the dimensions will bring forth your entire worlds reality, bring you face to face with what it is that lies beneath all that is so you may see, realize and understand how, through our participation and allowance we have supported and created all that exist. Only then, through understanding, realization and seeing will we be able to re-direct and change what we have allowed and supported to be created.
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